“There’s no heartbeat, is there?” I asked as I stared at the still, silent scan.
It was a blank, dark, hollow moment.
You, my angel, were gone.
You came into my life briefly but left a footprint on my heart and today I want to thank you.
Thankyou for showing us we could conceive again after 2 years’ infertility with J.
Thankyou for revealing the depth of my strength on my darkest day.
And thankyou for giving us baby A.
Without you we would never have met her.
She’s bright, beautiful and full of joy.
You weren’t ready for this world, but you sent us a rainbow.
“I never got to meet you, to share a tender kiss.
I never got to feel you, those precious little kicks.
I never got to hear you, your heart beating away.
But I still love you dearly each and every day.”